That last day I gazed on your lifeless body, still and quiet.  With Addi by my side we combed your hair, touched up your lipstick and said the final yet not so final goodbyes as I do believe we are spirit more that the earthly body we cay the spirit in.  I can not explain how I know that we shall meet again except for the peace in my heart that is so much more than just a hope that this is so.  

Every time I call someone sister, I somehow hesitate for the one true sister, blood, soul mate, the one who would know what I was not saying is now on the other side of eternity.  I am in no hurry to cross over, a lot was left undone by you and I will do my utmost to close the gap before I cross over.  I plan on living a full life and in that somehow extend your 15394 days with my footsteps somehow.  I know of a love that does not die, that is my love for this sister of mine. I loved her then, I love her now and I smile because many are the good, no, great days shared, so many stories, so many memories....I will bet my last dollar in the days we had some who are still alive with their sisters have not caught up to the madness we shared and will always share.