I hear, for I missed it, the tombstone unveiling went on well.  The rellies were there, the families were there, the friends were there, it was love all around I hear. Eyes still dripping occasionally but hearts are growing around the pain.  Time, when you allow it does work wonders where pain is concerned.  The moms were both there, Manya and family, Mark, Terri and family, Mati and family, Kyra, Tanaka, The Mtetwa's in full swing...the love has not died.  One thing I love about my crew we love fearlessly and the one time you find us banding together tighter than thieves is when love is challenged that is when we rise and roar!  The busy people of the Queen's land , slowed down and one more time came to see the unveiling of Shelter's tomb stone. I hear love was almost tangible.  What I know without any doubt is that this love was always there....how my heart wishes she had taken a moment to engage with it, really evaluated and took a second look ...she would have seen the love and moved towards it and not away from it.  It is well.  Abba will answer the few questions that still linger but the good thing is He has been and continues to be faithful win healing my heart.  I can write this with no excruciating pain in my heart, no tears even the threat of them, Abba has been good to me.  I hear my mom who runs a mile from being in the lime light gave a thank you speech! If that is not God alone then I don't know what it is.